Start Of My Blog

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I was reading “The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck” not long ago. A few topics inside left me hanging, and I needed to clear my own doubts about them.

One being failure. I’m scared of failure; who isn’t, to be honest? But you see, the biggest problem here is being so scared that you are not even trying, and that is what I’m suffering from currently.

It is not like I am not trying, but it is more like I need preparation time. That is so dumb.

Is preparation bad? No, but continuously living in a loop of preparation and not taking steps is surely messed up, and that is what I was doing. So much overthinking and continuous self-doubt

If I fail, then what? What exactly am I fearing? Will this failure kill me? Beat me? Torture me? What exactly is this unknown that is eating me daily?

Maybe this is what they call anxiety? Anxiety stacking by more anxiety, and you have the perfect self-doubting human ready for yourself.

The never-ending nightmare

Maybe I was scared to be judged by others? What can they do? Apart from telling me to f**k off or to die, what is the worst possible thing others can do to me?

Or I have stacked up too much fear and anxiety to the point where I’m judging myself and have formed the opinion that I can’t do it. I can’t write well enough.

Maybe this was the reason I stopped until now. What exactly is going to happen if I can’t write in a brilliant, mesmerizing, godly way? Why the f*** even do I want to do something like that? Lol.

Why exactly should I not write when others go around posting trash all over the internet? I’m at least sure that I won’t be posting trash online, which is itself better behavior.

What has changed now? Which is making me write and make a blog?

Well, reading a few self-improvement books I came across this thing called action. What has been missing in my life is action. I have been continuously thinking about starting my own blog, but I never took action. Thoughts were always there about doing something, but the process of actually doing something was missing.

This time I changed that behavior and moved my feet by doing it, which was making this blog and finally starting it.

Fear of failure probably stopped my dumb mind from processing further, but I’m not losing anything by failing. I’ll just learn to write better, but by not doing anything, I’m surely losing a lot of things. It doesn’t matter how it goes. I should write because I like to do so.

Well, this is my start from here onward, and I’ll hopefully stick to it regularly. Being regular with your hobbies or things you like is another thing that is very important, but we will talk about it later.

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163 thoughts on “Start Of My Blog”

  96. Anonymous

    Thank you for your sharing. I am worried that I lack creative ideas. It is your article that makes me full of hope. Thank you. But, I have a question, can you help me?

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  118. Anonymous

    Thank you for your sharing. I am worried that I lack creative ideas. It is your article that makes me full of hope. Thank you. But, I have a question, can you help me?

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  121. Anonymous

    Thank you for your sharing. I am worried that I lack creative ideas. It is your article that makes me full of hope. Thank you. But, I have a question, can you help me?

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  133. binance

    Thank you for your sharing. I am worried that I lack creative ideas. It is your article that makes me full of hope. Thank you. But, I have a question, can you help me?

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  135. binance

    Thank you for your sharing. I am worried that I lack creative ideas. It is your article that makes me full of hope. Thank you. But, I have a question, can you help me?

    Reply

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